Nine months. That’s how long I’ve sat in silence, waiting for my brain to come fully back online, waiting to feel like myself again. My injury on June 1, 2024, forced me into a kind of stillness I never would have chosen. And in that stillness, I’ve had to reckon with the truth: the truth of who I was, who I am now, and what I feel called to do moving forward.
This isn’t just about picking up where I left off. Yes, I was building all of this out leading up to the injury, had dabbled with it, but really didn’t have a clear direction. This isn’t that—this is a reintroduction. Because I’m not the same woman who built all of this before my injury. I’ve changed. My mission has sharpened. The burden I feel to share what I’ve learned—what I am still learning—weighs heavier than ever.
Where I’ve Been
Before my injury, I was running full speed ahead. Building, creating, pushing forward. And then, everything stopped. My body, my mind, my ability to function the way I had before—it all hit a wall. Like a freight train barreling down the tracks at full speed and violently slamming into an unmovable barrier. I’ve spent these months navigating healing, not just physically but mentally and emotionally. It has been humbling. Frustrating. Eye-opening.
But beyond the physical recovery, I was forced to confront something deeper—my own words. The lessons I had spent years sharing with others about truth, resilience, and surrender were now staring me in the face, demanding to be lived, not just spoken. There was no escape hatch, no reprieve. Every belief I had taught, every challenge I had posed to others, I now had to sit with myself. And let me tell you—it’s a hell of a lot harder to take your own advice when you have no choice but to listen to it.
Where I’m Going
Surrendering to the Truth isn’t just a podcast. It’s not just a platform. It’s a space for honest conversations, deep connection, and real transformation. A place where we stop running from the hard things and start facing them head-on. Where we acknowledge the weight of our stories without letting them define us.
This journey isn’t about finding easy answers. It’s about asking the hard questions, sitting in the discomfort, and realizing that sometimes, the only way forward is through. And I don’t come to this with a finished story or a set of answers. My healing journey isn’t over, and I won’t pretend that it is. I’m not here as an expert—I’m here as someone who is still living it, willing to process it in real time, and walk alongside others who are willing to do the same.
What This Looks Like Moving Forward
- The Podcast: Raw, unfiltered conversations about truth, resilience, and healing. Stories that challenge, inspire, and push us to think deeper.
- The Blog: A space for deeper reflection, for the words that need to be written as much as they need to be spoken.
- The Patreon Community: A place for those who want to go even further, to engage in real conversations, to be part of something bigger.
- Live Discussions & Events: Opportunities to connect in real time—whether through virtual meetups, community Q&As, or in-person events as this grows.
I know I’ve been quiet. I know some of you have wondered if I was ever coming back. But I’m here. Different, maybe. But more ready than ever to tell the truth—the whole truth—about what it means to surrender, to heal, and to move forward when everything feels broken.
So, if you’ve been waiting, wondering when it was time to start again, maybe this is your sign. Maybe we start together.
What have you been waiting to return to? What truth have you been holding back? Sit with it. Write it down. And when you’re ready, let’s start walking forward—together.
